I Just want to be real today.... Ok....lol
I was ANGRY about 20 minutes ago. And I mean ANGRY lol. And it was because I allowed someone to get to me and upset me with lies and words to attack me... Why?... They are lies and nothing that is an untruth about you can harm you...in all honestly.
I want to be transparent with you guys right now... USUALLY I am over the moon happy because I CHOOSE to be happy but life isn't always happy.... Life is not perfect and never will be.... BUT life is ALWAYS what you make it.
We will be tested in EVERY aspect of our lives and that is FACT. All of the things that make you tick can be tapped and you get REAL with yourself for a moment. But my reaction today was to pray.
I am going to have one of the best years of my life in 2015 so I know that I am going to be tested and so today I decide to take better control of my action and pray and was led to this scripture that perfectly spoke to my situation.
Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger; for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God.
Now with an answer like that.... Ok I will make sure that I listen and see what I need to do. BUT the thing about it is it goes so much deeper than that. There was more that I wanted to say about it and I had to PAUSE.... and that would the reason that everything isn't meant for the entire world to see.
Your weaknesses can be exposed to an extent BUT you have to be strong in your response. So I did the only other thing I knew to do which was pray.... Continue to hold it in.... And this my friends is where it gets GOOD...
A fool gives full vent to his spirit, but a wise man quietly holds it back.
Now this is where I was got my answer.. I wanted to voice my feelings.. My opinions and release it all.... I've held back for TEN YEARS... Why would I be ready to break now?
It's because unfortunately when you are blessed and you are moving in the life and purpose that God have you on this earth the Devil will use any and everything hat he knows to get to you and try to break you!
We need to let go and let GOD. We are protected because we cast our cares on him... Our troubles... Our worries... All of those that attack us.... We brush it off.... Why?
Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
So that is how we should respond to those who attack us and those who make us angry and take us out of what we need to be focused on....
Moving forward.... The past is the past... Let's move on from here....