So tonight I listened to a periscope broadcast by an amazing Leader in my company and it truly spoke to me. As you know if you have been following me for a while I had fallen off from regular blogging and its been spiritual warfare on another level. I have always known that but for whatever reason it was as if I had forgotten how to fight. I lost sight of where my help was coming from and I allowed things to get to me and take me so far off course I was almost lost completely. But God has been showing me more and more because I am listening more and more. He didn't intend for us to struggle or for us to be lost, hurting or anything like that. His intentions were always to absorb our pain and take it away because he is our Father.
Lately my faith has been challenged over and over again and I have had several times where the Devil tired to get me to doubt what I know in my heart to be true what we don't realize is even as GOD know us, so does the devil and he knows us so well that he knows our strengths and more importantly he knows our weaknesses and that can be a powerful tool because its like having a small hole in a kitchen where cockroaches can come in and take over, an infestation if you will and we do not want any cracks in the wall to allow for roaches to even come in, we must stay on top of the upkeep of our home our temple and make sure that the cracks and damaged spots are repaired so the devil has no entry point! So now I get it, I understand!
I will get back to what it is that I am meant to do on this earth while I'm here. Inspire and pour into others! This has been an amazing year so far! I'm gonna keep it going! Keep pushing keep going keep moving forward towards your dreams..... You may just blow yourself away!
Dawn aka Javi is a Super Cool 32 year old wife and homeschooling mother to 2 young boys and now one new baby girl!!