This week was an eye opening one for sure. I discussed on motivation monday video how I was learning why i felt like I was STUCK. The truth was that I was understanding that I was stuck because Ive been operating in Fear and not Faith. I guess I had gotten to a point where I didnt even realize what was going on and I felt stuck without even realizing that this was how I was feeling. So this week I made some immediate changes and so far I have had great results because things are easier, and when i stopped operating in fear and started walking in faith God brought me what I needed this week!
Being the person that I am, I have struggled for years with accpetance or rather the lack there seems to be with others acceting me as I am. I dont really truly have friends who love and support me unconditional just beacuse they love me, sadly with my “friends” I see that it boils down to what I can provide for them or do for them. Then and only then am I relevant. I saw more of that this week as GOd showed me that even when I ask for help that ultimately no one will care about what I need but ME, Im not sure why I forgot this but GOd allowed me to see who was truly in my corner this week and that is ME. See often times we allow fear of man to deter us, and sometimes at least for me this comes in the form of acceptance. I want so bad for my friends to see ME as the friend i see them as but it hasnt been happening and I see now that I have to let go of dead relationships even when its someone you admire. The best project we will work on is ourselves. Believe in yourself and know that you can be great even when nobody notices it! The great thing about being DOPE is nobody had to tell you how dope you are, you just have to believe it!
Dawn aka Javi is a Super Cool 32 year old wife and homeschooling mother to 2 young boys and now one new baby girl!!